Thursday, August 15, 2013

Almost time for a new year

I seem to have gone almost an entire year without writing a single blog post. That does not mean to say that the previous year has gone without its problems, however. Most of my issues this past year involved dealing with people who underestimated my abilities, mostly from an academic standpoint.  This has annoyed me greatly because I consistently come in the top 15 of my class on written exams, but I don't brag about this to anyone who will listen so it is not common knowledge.  I out-performed many of my peers again in this year's exams, and, though I have not attained the same level of success as in previous years, I am satisfied with my performance.

I have two years left out of five.  In September, I will be starting my fourth year, and this year's challenges include a rotation in pediatrics and psychiatry.  I have spent the last three years getting used to and perfecting my communication skills with adults, and I have had some experiences talking to children but I still feel as though I have a lot of work to do.  Psychiatry also comes with a new set of difficulties; they say that empathy is crucial to a good doctor-patient relationship, and I don't doubt that this will be even more true when talking to patients whose health problems are related to the mind.  I have not yet encountered any psychiatry so it will be completely new to me, unlike pediatrics which has been touched upon in previous years.

I hope to be more active with my blogging in the coming year, because I will then be able to commit to the Internet a more accurate and detailed account of the problems I encounter and the ways I have tried to overcome them.  But for now, I plan to enjoy my summer!

Monday, September 3, 2012

So it begins... again

In a few days, I will be starting my third year at medical school.  Surprisingly, my exam results were again pretty good - near the top of the year, in fact. But that isn't going to make this upcoming year any easier. I am not feeling it at the moment, but soon I will be anxious about who I will be in the same group as and having to go through introductions about ten times all over again. I don't socialise with most of my year group so I don't really know many people that well, or at all, but I know that I have been talked about (if only briefly) and so the problems I have had in the past aren't secrets. I was concerned at the beginning of my second year that the problems I had in my first would cause problems in my second, but that wasn't the case at all so I have little reason to believe that they would suddenly cause problems now. Also, my second year went a lot more smoothly than the medical school had anticipated so I'm hoping that, this year, I will be treated like any other student and not 'monitored' throughout the year.

But anyway, good luck to me! My first day is next week and I hope it goes smoothly.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

The moment we all dread

I haven't been blogging for a while because not much has really happened. On my last clinical rotation, I saw so very few patients that it was almost not worth doing. Exams are coming up soon so I am putting all my time and effort into that. Or trying to, anyway - as usual, I am finding it way easier go watch back episodes of Grey's Anatomy than actually revising. The mess that was meant to be my support package has now been resolved, but who knows what effect the disruption will have on my exam performance.

I will hopefully have more to say in the new academic year - that is, if I make it to next year!

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

See no evil...

I'm half-way through one of the hardest modules I've done so far, and it involves seeing patients who have difficulties on top of those relevant to the module I'm currently doing. One of the patients I saw last week was visually impaired - very visually impaired - and this really tested my abilities to communicate effectively.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

The trouble with bad communication... Part 2

Continued from Part 1

So a few weeks ago, I was ranting about how my medical school, who loves to impose communication skills sessions on us students only too often but hasn't seemed to master this art themselves, was telling me a bunch of stressful stuff via a third party they said I had to see for additional support. Some of this stuff included the possibility that my ability to graduate was in question.  On further questioning, I found out that this is because one of my tutors apparently didn't feel comfortable with the fact that I would one day be a doctor.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Watching life in reverse

I am back at med school in a week, and that means being back in clinics and hospitals. I'm excited because I finally get to practice one of those few clinical skills that make med students feel like doctors - venepuncture! This hospital stint I have coming up will be different than the others because while I have previously only met older patients because of the diseases we have been looking at, this time the conditions of interest can occur in patients of all ages.  While I hope to meet lots of patients with a range of rare and unusual ailments, at the same time, this might make things a bit difficult for me and things could go downhill very quickly.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Internet: Bane of my life

The Internet is the worst thing to have been invented. Ever. It saps away all the hours of my day, and not even in a useful manner. It doesn't add to my productivity one bit, and the simple task of looking up flow cytometry has somehow turned into an hour of reading through people's comments on various websites and replying to their stupidity. By the way, that's another bad point of the 'net - it allows people whose voices wouldn't otherwise be heard the ability to shout their incredibly misguided nonsense.

On the Internet, even a medical student can be subjected to a lecture about Rhesus disease - delivered by someone who barely understands it themselves. Gotta love it...

Maybe I just need to exercise a bit more self-restraint and just read textbooks non-stop for the next week.